I whisper the curse
The boy’s tragedy remains
Forever instilled
Fate calls the master
The domino must not fall
No harm continued
Pain is the counsel
The man’s tragedy endured
Never repeated
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
I whisper the curse
The boy’s tragedy remains
Forever instilled
Fate calls the master
The domino must not fall
No harm continued
Pain is the counsel
The man’s tragedy endured
Never repeated
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The collection grows larger every day.
Wants, Needs, and Weeds. Changed Weeds from Nants.
Nant going to get it, didn’t have that expecting feel to it; With weeds they grow anywhere any time. In fact I have two neat piles of Wants and Needs but I’m overrun with Weeds! You learn to cut em back and fit em on a pile, kinda like, I need to eat, but I want Ice Cream sorta sorting. Well you get the idea. The one Weed that’s hard to put in a pile is that Sex Weed; it likes both piles and it’s a hold out from the last naming, Nant. I’m nant going to get it so why bother sortin.
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The words flow by without
so much a sigh
Hearing it’s a lie, and to
ponder why.
So many do cry from words
up on high
Others do try but only
manage goodbye
No Trip or trill, never
heeding of spill
Helping you still, to
succumb to their will
Not using a pill or
drinking their swill
They’ll have their good
fill without any bill
Its magic they say, for
use you will pay
Likely today, there’s no
other way
No use to belay, you
cannot betray
You are nothing but hay
and potters clay
©2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The evening cold and snow had already taken over the feelings in his hands and feet. Adjusting the packages to see his watch; the twenty minutes seemed more like an hour. When he first arrived, only briefly facing the brisk wind to survey the big white house, he had seen living room bay window still lit and the electric candles in every window. Behind each candle was a sparkling red wreath reflecting the alternating filament bulb creating a beautiful haloed effect behind the frosted window panes. The children’s lights have been off for a few minutes, but she was adamant about not seeing them tonight. I had them for Thanksgiving…
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Posted in Poetry
Tagged Candle, Christmas, Home and Garden, Shopping, Thanksgiving, United States, Wreath
It caresses the tip
Rushes in on a musky sweet wave
Almost like flash flooding creates and behaves
The cool sensuous flesh soon fills the void
Shooting cold chills through her opening Freud
Pushing forward and up clamping shut
just in time
only to lose a couple drops of the sublime
Melon for you
Melon for me
Such aware company
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost
Summer heats over a quiet afternoon
In the fall when love fell, azaleas bloomed
The mere mention of love and there it was,
The black box with a ceramic white dove.
Her perfumes‘ persistence mocks
After having opened the box
With the broken red lock.
Clasping hands with a swing and a strut;
Wanting of emotion, an empty gut.
Silliness of newness, cutting edge of loss
Feelings and images faded, losing their gloss.
At least allow peace or recover some chains
Let me have something tangible to gain
Her perfume still mocks
Hovering over the box
With the broken red lock
Let the dove take wing, carry me away;
Hear my pleas now, give me some say!
Suddenly in the heavens looking down from above
Released from its grip, at last peace from the dove.
Her perfume no longer mocked
Having tossed away the box
With the broken red lock
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The grinder whines the pipes sing
The beast gurgles brown stew
Tickets whirl the bell does ding
The coffee here you need to chew
Cinnamon arrives before the pie
The apple strapped to its heel
Flaky crust next a tear to my eye
How the scents of time make you feel
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The cold tile felt so good on my face.
I just couldn’t move but for the
shaking. It wasn’t the chills; my
body was shutting down from
all the meth I had been taking for
the past week.
Heart attack or panic attack didn’t
much matter right then, I just knew
I was going to die. The paramedics
took one look and had me strapped
me into the gurney and off we went.
I was feeling a little less anxiety
being with the medics keeping me
talking about how I felt, asking what
happened and not once did they
mention drugs; although I thought I
saw knowing glances between
themselves.
After several hours of prodding and
monitoring they got my blood pressure
down and with some hesitation let me go
home with a no work slip for seventy
two hours.
I took a week off got rested and returned
to work. It wasn’t four days and I was
starting to feel sluggish and drained. I
had a line to pick me up. I was going strong
but felt a little more would be better.
The cold tile felt so good on my face.
I just couldn’t move but for the life
of me I didn’t understand why I looked
so pale.
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Posted in Poetry
Tagged Anxiety, Disorders, Health, Mental Health, Myocardial infarction, Panic attack, Panic disorder